And I regret it more than I’ve ever regretted anything. I’m so staying away from him when I’m drunk. Yesterday I was sick from remorse, but now I think I’m getting a flu or something, cause I’m nauseous and having a cough.

The good news is that I’m going to Milan with Kine and maybe Cathrine this Easter! I’m so looking forward to a girl trip If anybody else wanna go with us, let me know until tomorrow when we’re ordering tickets and stuff.

It was soo good to see everybody again, I jumped on Sunniva and Karina. Damn, I’ve missed them so much. The clinical practice at school is going well so far. I kinda miss working at the private clinic, but I still have my late shifts there, so I guess it’s all good.

I knew it was “too good to be true”. And this time it’s Mr. SanFran. It’s always been him coming on to me, and I’ve more or less always rejected him cause, well, different reasons.. Anyway, I was chatting with him on MSN and he was saying the usual stuff, when I coincidentally saw his blog where his ex/whatever said that she missed him, loved him and was looking forward to seeing him soon. So I told that whatever he’s doing, just leave me out of it. And he was surprised and asked what I was talking about, when he realised that I had read his blog, and told me it was his on-again, off-again, girlfriend. I just told him I didn’t effin’ care, I just didn’t want to be in the middle of it. And that was our conversation.

And now he’s made his blog personal (meaning no one can read it without permission), but why? Jerk.

I’m leaving for Hemsedal tomorrow at 6:30AM. Should be fun. Should be lots of alcohol. I’m taking my camera with me

Yeah, you guessed it: There’s nothing new. I work at least an average of 9+ hours a day, and when I have the afternoons off, I’m too tired to do anything. I’m not really looking forward to rotations at the school clinics, but at least it’ll be something else.

The musical was really great. I thought Fiddler on the Roof would be a tragic story all the way, but I was positively surprised. At least it’s good to see that all the time Søren has spent rehearsing wasn’t a waste Oh, and Dagfinn is in the new TV commercial for the Norwegian School of Management (BI). He’s the guy who flies out the window in the end.

I had to put down a cat at work a few days ago It broke my heart. I’d take him home with me if I was able to let him be the outdoor cat that he’d been for the past 11 years.

I’m starting to think that the trip to Hemsedal was a bad idea, cause it’ll probably just be booze and drama, but there’s nothing I can do with that now. Could be really fun, could be a disaster. At least I’m keeping myself from Curly, as I could have gone to a party yesterday where I knew he’d be.

Oh, and ironically I’m spending Valentine’s Day with him. Curly, that is. At work.

Seriously, my life has turned into Sex and the City. We used to be a cool group of girls who had intelligent conversations, but now it’s all about guys. Or maybe we just were more subtle about it before. And it’s quite a mess: One girl is breaking up with her boyfriend and is interested in a guy that I work with. I had my thing with another guy I work with (Curly), who has the same name as the third girl’s ex (who btw is a whore) and girl #3 is desperately trying to find somebody else to like. The forth girl has been dating a guy for a long time now, but is getting tired of him and makes up stupid excuses of why she can’t meet him. Oh, and I have another friend who is sure that he likes me, but I’m pretty sure he doesn’t, and he got mad cause of Curly, although he had no reason to, and he knows.

That’s really all that’s happening in my life right now. Boy girl drama. How original.

At least Curly isn’t coming to the Christmas party, and I’m still gonna try to hook up girl #1 and the other guy I work with. And damn, I’m gonna have fun on Saturday. I miss working at the clinic.

Sorry all the rambling, I just don’t have anything interesting to write about.

Well, I’m off to see Hair!

I actually thought more or less everybody had seen us at the party, but it turned out only one did; Kine. Now let me tell you a little about Kine: She’s very energetic, she’s very loud, very social and she’s crazy with gossip. So after only two days at school, she has managed to tell EVERYBODY she knows. AND send this little piece of information to the school paper. I even made it to the last paper, but it was vague and I’m glad.

So, I still haven’t spoken to Curly (oh, don’t you just love all the great names I’m giving them?) face to face, but we’ve been texting after I worked up the courage to do so. I didn’t want it to be awkward with us as we have to meet sometime, and I definitely didn’t want our first conversation to be at the clinic’s Christmas dinner in 11 days.

Anyway, I didn’t really plan to go, but today I bought a ticket to the huge party this Friday. It’s for all the medicine, veterinary, pharmacology and dental students. I hope it’ll be fun. At least if it isn’t, it’s 7 minutes away from our apartment, so I can always go home.

That’s the spirit, Hanna!

So much for me being drama free.. The Barn Party: Big event, lots of people, lots of alcohol. At least I stayed away from the aquavit: Good call. Not so good call: Befriend Turkish Pepper shots (we normally don’t get along after a while). Anyway, the party was great, Lisa Tønne was hilarious, The Outsiders (the people that don’t go to our school) were kinda rude and grabbed everything in sight, and I ended up with a first year that, yay, also works at the same clinic as me. I’m freaking out cause I’ll see him even when I’m not at school, and I dunno what I was thinking. He’s cute and seemed nice though, but I think I have a right to panic on a Sunday morning.

I’m a walking disaster.

To be continued.